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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 21, 2009 18:34:44 GMT -7
Aeryn was quiet a moment as she was she looked at Jamie.
I won't hurt him if he doesn't hurt other people. I did ask that he stay away from you before though because of that day you were so scared of him. what's changed if you don't mind me asking? She asked as a friend would ask .
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 21, 2009 18:40:43 GMT -7
Jamie hesitated a moment before answering. "I don't know..he seemed so..so vulnerable and human.." Jamie said quietly, thinking about why she had defended him. "He seemed to kind of open up to me..But I'm still kind of scared of him.." Jamie said, a confused look on her face.
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 21, 2009 19:12:08 GMT -7
Aeryn was speechless a moment as she looked at jamie. She tried to think of anytime she had seen him in a positive light and couldn't she didn't know why she blurted out but she did.
I've been evaluating him closly and never have i seen him act that way, it's intresting what did he have to say if you don't mind? It's curious cause everytime i've seen him here lately he seemed a little different. She said as she then wondered what the hell was fgoing on? Chuckles sincere or even acting a victim? being sorry it wasn't in his nature, all the pshyche tests confirmed this. what was he playing at?
Please if your comfortable enough tell me what happened? If not it's ok but if he's reacting this way then i wonder whats happening. he has a very bad past he was, I really shouldn't go into detail but he was hurt bad and then he hunted others without a conscience
she looked troubled a moment.
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 21, 2009 20:24:45 GMT -7
Jamie nodded a little. Why not tell Dr. Black? Jamie trusted her and besides, the cat was out of the bag already."Well he said that he was hurt in Columbia, or somewhere like that... I can't remember clearly.." Jamie said. Her memories were still foggy of the night before. "And he asked me three questions..then he started to hurt himself, he tried to punish himself.." Jamie said quietly, unable to think clearly. the sedative was still a tiny bit affective as Jamie rubbed her face, trying to remember everything for Aeryn. "I can't remember everything right now..but that pretty much was it.." Jamie said quietly...
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 22, 2009 4:53:12 GMT -7
Yes that's true he.. was and it no person should go through that ever. No one.
she was quiet a moment as she then thought about how he hadn't attacked Jamie and his usual trigger of anger and wondered a moment. she wondered what was going on as Chuckles never sought forgiveness or saw remorse for anything.
He.. Apoligized? That is new i wonder,Why was he apoligizing
she was astounded at this and then realized if he had told her about columbia, if he was trying to get on her sympathy then..
Did he tell you that he was raped himself and that's why he does what he does? She asked as she then closed her eyes. She wondered what was going on even for a second there she felt some compassion but she then shook it off.
He is a monster, a horrid monster who rapes and kills even if he was tortured there are other ways he could have handled it. But no instead he went and killed the families of all thosr men as well as the men and continued when he was returned to the US to kill and rape random women. No he didn't have a conscience, he couldn't have one.
chickles wasn't someone to pity, She thought about how she had been humiliated by the man and almost once taken in by his charm but then shook her head mentally. Why would he of all people come out to a former victim of rape, why her? Did it make sense in a logical way, Really yes but it didn't make sense in this case as Lumines he was a cold blooded killer, diabolical a homicidal maniac and he loved to hurt others. Him Sparing Jamie was something new.
She wondered what angle he was working now as she knew she had told him to stay away from Jamie and not to kill anyone but he had broken part of his word. he had sought her out and how he had gotten a key she still didn't understand. She for a moment took the key card and gasped as she looked at it. She compared it to the one that she wore around her neck now with a lancet and they were identical. In fact .
She paused wondering how it was possible. she didn't remember needing a new id card and yet here it was, her id card used to open the door. She wondered how he had gotten it in the first place, then why he had given it to Jamie as it opened not just her door but the doors of most of the prisoners in their cells.
He used this card and then gave it to you? What did he ask for in exchange as he's like any man he asked for something didn't he? She asked as she looked at the card curiously then to Jamie.
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 22, 2009 7:56:22 GMT -7
Jamie shook her head. "No, he didn't tell me that," she said quietly. "All he wanted was to ask a few questions," she said, a confused look on her face. "I don't know what he wanted though...." Jame sad quietly. "But don't where he got the card from. He sad that if I wanted to know I would have to flash hm and..I just couldn't do that... I'm sorry" Jame sad feeling guilty. Not only had the doctor and other found out about hm being n her cell, but she was also unable to tell Aeryn where he had gotten the key... Jamie sat up, pulling her legs to her chest again and tucking her chin to her knees once more..
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 22, 2009 9:33:06 GMT -7
Aeryn hugged her a moment trying to calm her. It's ok I'm glad you hadn't flashed him thats good to know. Don't feel guilty ok I'll find out i'll ask him he usually is brutally truthful with me. but also it's ok it'll be fine you'll see no worry. She was trying to make sure Jamie wasn't feeling guilty over things that were not under her control.
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 22, 2009 19:30:20 GMT -7
Jamie nodded a little. "I just feel guilty because I can't even tell you where he got the key.. But he still scares me... I still think he's a little..." At this, Jamie made a circling motion at the side of her head. She was quiet for a moment. "He still scares me because..because of his eyes..and how he punched that wall hard enough to make it crack..And..and he said that if I didn't answer the questions, then he wouldn't give me the key and he would come in during the night again or while I was taking a shower..." Jamie said, her voice sounding small and frightened...
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 22, 2009 20:12:40 GMT -7
Aeryn nodded understand ing as she then patted her back trying to soothe Jamie.
i understand and you'll be ok you did the right thing because I'd deffinantly muself wouldn't like to wake up with him standing there or him talking about letting himself in while you were in the shower, that.. that would be very bad indeed ."
she said this as some reason something in her twinged but she ignored it. she had a vision a moment of Chuckles coming up behind her drawing her against a wall and.. She snapped out of it quickly as she did she for a moment blushed slightly. What was happening to her. She then took a calming breath.
I wish there was a way i could say that this would never happen again, i can't cause if i make that pronmise and it does.. i can do the best of my ability to make sure it doesn't, however i am very unnerved that he could get an id card cause it doesn't just open residents doors.. sometimes the staff they have rooms that we sleep in if we are working late, I was here actually asleep when they called me to come see you, well semi asleep showering but the point is.. if he could do that, who's stopping other.."
She shook her head the thought of a certain man coming in her room had for a moment entered her thoughts. Bad Aeryn don't think of that She whispered softly as she then sighed in relief.
It's ok don't feel bad feel lucky actually he's been known to hurt people and he does it well he isn't really all there i know trust me on this, he has no conscience he really has no way to stop himself either, it's a perplexity to us doctors even.
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 23, 2009 10:20:41 GMT -7
Jamie nodded, curling up a little more. "Why does he do this to me though?" Jamie asked out loud, windering why he as targeting her...
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 23, 2009 10:31:41 GMT -7
because you are a beautiful woman, because he is attracted to you and that is not your fault, atleast that's my theory anyways.
One of them
Aeryn thought this as she then looked at Jamie a moment as she did she said softly and gently.
It'll be alright I promise to do what i can do. As it is I know that I will have another talk with him, maybe find out why exactly then i can give you a real answer because I don't know the reason except with theory and speculation .
He sees her as a victim and he delights in her vulnerability, you should tell her this.. but if i'm wrong?
Again thoughts clouded her mind as she wondered. He had the perfect opportunity but didn't rape her, he knew he could have taken her and was smart enough to do it and even probably convince her it was her idea, This wasn't in his mo at all. She wondered what was really happening with him.
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 23, 2009 11:23:45 GMT -7
Jamie nodded. "Thank you.." she said quietly, almost fearing what Aeryn would get out of Chuckles. What did he want with her though? It confused Jamie and she sighed a little. He was running in circles and twisting her mind. She had seen a good side of him, but also a bad one. Which was she to believe?
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 23, 2009 11:51:51 GMT -7
your welcome
Aeryn tried to put the pieces of the huge jigsaw now before her as she then told Jamie. why don't you go shower or bathe and I'll make sure that a guard will be outside the door, no better yet I will be outside the door so there will be no problems, it's actually my day off today but i was going to come in anyways and visit certain people, you being one of them how about we have lunch? Pizza again and cannoli's if you like, and maybe we could invite Cam.. or not depends he I don't know anymore theres a part of me that want so walk right up to him and kiss the hell out of him, and the other wants to slap the hell out of him sometimes. "
Aeryn said shaking her head but with a smile.
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 23, 2009 12:03:01 GMT -7
A quiet smile quirked the right side of Jamie's lips. "I can't picture you doing that.." she said. "He's just too....dear, important? to you.." Jamie said quietly. she nodded. "I'll make it quick," she said, slowly uncurling and stretching a little bit, standing up a minute later...
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 23, 2009 12:09:57 GMT -7
Aeryn nodded. your right i couldn't do that to him but I feel like it sometimes when he's pig headed and stubborn. She then sighed as she nodded. alright I'll be outside here and you can relax don't worry take your time ok? She told her as she went and left the room closing the door to give Jamie her privacy. She leaned back against the door as she did she thought about Cameron a moment and she sighed. Truth was she didn't know what to think anymore, she knew that it was getting harder not to say anything to him about her feelings and not give into them.
She waited as she did she noticed the guard and shook her head.
So how are things Dave? the kids and wife good?
she had only really talked to him in passing before but at this moment there was nothing but time and she didn't want to seem like a cold bitter young woman.
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