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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 21, 2009 15:28:00 GMT -7
Jamie nodded, smiling. it had been a while since she had had pizza. The cafeteria in the asylum didn't really have much of a selection, so she had been stuck with salads lately. "Definitely," she said, smiling again.
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 21, 2009 16:14:39 GMT -7
" Good ok Aeryn put the bag down as she did she smiled.
She then grabbed a slice putting it on her plate and placed the box between them. she then moaned softly in appreciation.
Hmmmm so good, oh i also got dessert so save some room she said with a smile as she then went to eating. As she did she thought about things mundane things time to time.
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 21, 2009 16:25:20 GMT -7
Jamie nodded, also taking a slice and biting into it, sighing in pure cheesy bliss. She nodded again when Aeryn said she had gotten desert too. "That sounds good," she said, taking another bite out of her slice before laying it on her plate to wipe her hands on a napkin and taking a sip of her pop. "This is really good pizza," she commented.. (making my own mouth water here xD)
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 21, 2009 18:23:50 GMT -7
Aeryn smiled. {b] the best in new york if not on the planet in my oppinion. Yes it's funny i used to turn my nose up at it because we don't have things like this at home really. lots of other things that would make people sick. America and new york is my home now though."
she then for a moment took a bite and chewed it slowly and smiled.
" have you ever been to the empire state building? He took me once and it was the place he first kissed me. right there looking down at the building that is and i turned and kissed Cameron and i think i surprised him since he was always so patient with me. I had my first pizza that night at this same pizza parlor that's what i was thinking about earlier how i wish i could just go back and do things over some of them,"
She then went back to eating..
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 21, 2009 18:34:45 GMT -7
Jamie nodded, agreeing with Aeryn's opinion. "No, but I have been to the very top of the Sears tower.. it was kind of scary, the building moved with the wind...That sounds so romantic..." Jamie said, almost wistfully..
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 21, 2009 18:57:01 GMT -7
Aeryn smiled a moment. She then nodded. Better than had it been on top of the eifel tower because it snowed that day and we looked all around manhattan. it was beautiful. He was always doing romantic things at that time even. I'm scared of heights to a point and yet wasn't scared that day.
she then sipped her drink slowly a moment .
but fate had another plan of design
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 21, 2009 20:27:28 GMT -7
Jamie nodded then was silent for a moment. "Life's so sad sometimes..." she said quietly, still holding her can of pop, watching a tree branch sway in the wind a little... "I wonder why it's like that.." she said..
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 22, 2009 4:36:46 GMT -7
I have no idea but i do know if I could do it all over again, I'd never regret one single moment. I'd never not change a thing except maybe to let him, If I could go back I would have not been so.. In a weird sense in my heart I'm... I belong to Cameron Morrow and always will here in my heart always there's no one else I couldn't even try and replace that and I don't want to.
She then smiled a moment despite the pain the memories were bringing back.
ususally this is where I just wonder if love is enough sometimes, It isn't it should be but it isn't it's enough and it can capture your very soul it's true but in the end it wasn't meant to be though that dream it won't die and that makes me pathetic I know.. I'm a doctor in love with one of my patients, cruel irony and yet it makes sense and is right ."
She then closed her eyes a moment.
All my family is gone now, except Damien, that's what they named him I'm still looking for him and who knows if i find him, then i'll feel whole again. Maybe will opened that clinic and raise him. I wonder sometimes despite everything if it hadn't been better to have just gone back to England but i can't not now not ever. My home is here. My family in a twisted sense is here. Everynight i dream of him and Damien and how it could have been. By now we could have done lots of things. Sometimes i wonder and pray my heart will stop being haunted. It's.. I'm not perfect and I never will be and i accept that i do. "
she then seemed to zone out a moment as she did her eyes turned brown and she said softly.
But that's the past and so be it if i have to see him everyday then so be it. It's still something even if it hurts it's still something I have to do.
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 22, 2009 8:07:35 GMT -7
Jamie stayed silent, not knowing at all what to say. "Fate is cruel.." she said simply after a few moments. She sighed a little. "At least you had something real.. I had a boyfriend that went out with other girls behind my back and then completely ignored me.. I finally just dumped him right before I came here. He was a jerk and I should have seen it earlier..He was charming though, I have to admit that," she said quietly.
Jamie sighed a little, feeling a little awkward after saying this. This was the guy that her parents had tried setting her up with, and they hadn't been too happy with her when she dumped the guy..Thinking about him and home brought a tear to Jamie's eye. Quickly she wiped it away and took another drink of her pop, the seltzer water stinging the back of her throat....
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 22, 2009 10:04:27 GMT -7
Aeryn continued to eat as she did she for a moment asked quietly. So he was a fix up wasn't he? there was this guy my parents tried that with Matthew in fact in that case we became friends. See Matt is gay but his parents don't know that. Anyways they hated Cameron and i think it was mutual but they are gone now mum and dad, died in a yacht accident.
She then sighed as she shook her head and drank some of her drink.
She finished her pizza and she then opened the bag looking in and grinning.
ready for dessert yet? she asked as she knew the surprise would make Jamie smile.
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 22, 2009 19:00:11 GMT -7
"Yeah, but he was a jerk. I used to babysit for fun and I was babysitting this little boy once and Jacob completely flipped out on him for stepping on his new shoes. That was one of the breaking points. I mean, he was rich too, why couldn't he just pay someone to polish them, it's not the kid even left a scuff, he was in socks for goodness sakes," Jamie said, frowning at the crust of her pizza before she took a bite of it. She glanced over at the bag. "You got desert?" she asked. She hadn't noticed the bag, she was so wrapped up in the warm pizza...
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 22, 2009 20:18:00 GMT -7
yeah i got dessert i figured why not besides.. She then opened the bag and placed the canolli in front of Jamie.
i figured if i was going to gain weight why not have someone gain weight with me She said jokingly then she thought about what Jamie had said.
He sounds like a loiser, a rich snob yes met many in my life all they want is to have their spoiled little arses pampered. like they pout and mummy or daddy gives them what they want, If i ever have.. no if i ever find my nephew i will not spoil him as such but then again I will love him hug him and be a good mum. I don't want to be like my parents or their rich snob friends ever. She took her cannolli and bit into it and closed her eyes.
Heaven pure creamy heaven she said with a smile.
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 23, 2009 11:27:08 GMT -7
Jamkie grinned when she saw the desert. "Thanks," she said, smiling. "Oh thanks,l that's right, ruin my figure too so that you're not the only one around here!" Jamie exclaimed sarcastically, grinning again in a mischievous manner. She nodded. "He was, I'm glad I dumped him.." she said..
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Post by Aeryn Black on Apr 23, 2009 11:59:56 GMT -7
Aeryn actually giggled a moment as she heard Jamie exclaim and then she said.
It's nice, it's been awhile since i've had a good friend, Shalie or Dr Shalie is my friend but it's different you understand where i'm coming from i guess and I guess I can't be talking about him with Shalie atleast not as candidly. I mean if any of them knew I was in love with my patient I would be kicked out of here faster than anything and my license taken. Though sometimes I wonder if it was a choice, a real choice if I wouldn't chose him over my career.. that answer is pretty much on one hand a given cause i would but I never want to have to make that decision because I can make sure he's better taken cared of and you are here inside then outside looking in.
I'm glad you dumped that git he sounds horrid, rightfully horrid man and i hope you told him off in spades I would have i assure you, I may not show my temper but at times i have one believe me it's irish in my blood as well as the english}
Aeryn took another bite and moaned in happiness..
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Post by Jamie Smith on Apr 23, 2009 12:10:53 GMT -7
Jamie nodded. "I did...I actually slapped him... My parents weren't happy with me but I didn't care..I didn't care about anything right then.. ' Jamie said, slowly nibbling at her canoli. Jamie nodded. 'I understand..She's a colleague...You can't really talk to business partners or coworkers..."
Jamie sighed happily as she continued to eat her desert slowly. "Oh no!!" Jamied exclaimed, staring at Aeryn...
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